Day 2 of not hearing from F.  Yeah, that's his first initial.  F.  I feel like I'm totally stalking him now.  I've called, I don't know HOW MANY times.  IM'd him.  Emailed him.  Sent about a bizillion texts.  Even started a letter.  Haven't decided if I'm going to send it or not yet.

I feel like I've turned into this psycho, lunatic, crazy, bitch that I don't even recognize...  This is not like me.  I'm not like this...

What's wrong with me???