Friends with benefits

OK, so back a few months ago a friend and I went out, AS FRIENDS to an event then hit a bar afterwards. It was a pretty good night, and in the end, we ended up having sex. We did have a discussion about becoming Fuck Buddies, and we both agreed to it, so we had sex 2 more times. Sounds good right? Well sure it was. But then my fuck buddy ended up PMSing for lime a month and a half (and people complain about women's mood swings!!!). Well, eventually he apologized and I told him that if he was nice to me he could become my boy toy again.

So what's the problem? He never responds to my texts and emails about getting together. I mean, has the thought of seeing me naked just totally repulsed him!!! At first he was all hot for me. And that NEVER happens.... He would text me all the time, talk dirty to me, we'd share porn stories. Now I can't even get him to text me back when I tell him that I'm drunk and need to be taken advantage of.

I think I need to find a fuck buddy that actually WANTS to see me naked. I just wish I knew where there was one. I have even tried looking on the internet, and so far there are only 2 that I have IMd, one is in Iraq and the other is here in town at least, but won't suggest a time/date to get together. He has mentioned it, and I've given him my nights that I'm in school so I told him I can't get together those nights but the rest are pretty much free and so far no bites.

I guess I'm just going to have to deal with the fact that I may never have sex again.